| Summary: | 碩士 === 東海大學 === 美術學系 === 106 === “Soliloquy” refers to one of the linguistic expressions of the charactersin drama, film, and literature, with which the roles describe their inner world and express their personal feelings and desires, allowing the viewers and the readers to have a better understanding of their personalities, thoughts, and core values. This essayis named with this specific noun, aiming to achieve the aforementioned purposes. In addition to the analysis of the works, it is also the author’s own life records. Taking this graduate school period (2014-2018) as the timeline and leaving the introduction and conclusions aside,Chapter II to IV are divided into three sections, with a total of nine subsections. In each of the section, there is an article with its corresponding one to two pieces of works. Thus, thethree chapters also represent the stages of mood changes.
Chapter II begins with the face of frustration, exploring the themes of self-sufficiency, boundary definition,and relationship imbalance. The time scope covers the first six months after entering the graduate school, also known as the first stage. Overwhelmed with death, loss, and uneasiness, it seems like an altar that is gradually corrupted. However,the opposite of death is birth; to breakthrough the above difficulties, I will lay out my own passions and sexual experiences based on the ancient and far away cultural heritage of the genitals worshiped by the human kinds along the second stage (Chapter III: one year and six months starting from the second semester of the second year). The mythology of the vulva is transformed into the power of self-realization, which further depictsthe goals of hermaphrodite and gender balance.
The time scope of Chapter IV covers the last year. The thread of “sexual force”extends to the third stage, which becomes lighter and more comfortable, and is closely integrated with the daily life, resulting in the rethinking ofits essence and significance.At this stage, the media and the nature of the works have changed, highlighting the major turning point of this creative process. Chapter V is the conclusion, which is a review of the assessment and compilation of the essay as well as the expectations for the future.
Keywords: Soliloquy, vulva, hermaphrodite, mythology, self.
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