Huangguo Tree in August

• Main Authors: DONG, XIAO-LIN, 董驍藺
• Other Authors: WONG, KAI-CHENG
• Format: Others
• Language: zh-TW
• Published: 2017
• Online Access: http://ndltd.ncl.edu.tw/handle/txkd52

碩士 === 輔仁大學 === 心理學系 === 105 === I am not honest with myself. I have been reluctant to admit that I am in an awkward position, that is hanging in the sky but do not know where to fall, and more afraid to fall off. This is a story about "baton". I was told that the rural life is hard, so my grandfather look forward to my father to change the fate through the college entrance examination; unfortunately, my father failed, so I took the baton and succeeded. When I was admitted to the university in Beijing, I found a deeper confusion. As a good learning machine, the only pursuit is admitted to the university, I don’t need to make a choice. However, all kinds of life choices need to decide by myself now. This is a story about "misunderstanding". We grew up in the family, got care, but also lost freedom, we are so eager to escape this pressure. For a train of thought , because of their support that I have more freedom of choices. The pressure is blessing, so the only thing I should do is to go back and say thank you. This is a story about "love". I just want to write stories of ordinary people, like me, like my father, like my grandfather. In order to keep it pure, I do not want to stick to the traces of "society". No matter how I hide, society affects everyone of us closely related and mutually dependent, so that we each have a traces of the times. My Grandfather’s expectation, my father’s migration, and my learning experience are related to the influence of society. Although life is so difficult, especially in rural areas, but we still love life and family deeply. Ordinary people, ordinary life, because of LOVE so they have extraordinary poetic. Love never ends.