| Summary: | 碩士 === 國立臺北教育大學 === 藝術與造形設計學系碩士班 === 103 === When I was a little girl, I was full of creativity. I was interested in singing, dancing, painting, and inventing interesting things.
However, as time goes by, I forgot the characteristic of my own life and soul. And being involved into the common values which was all about becoming successful unconsciously. I pressed my feelings to show how tough I was. I used only one value to measure the world, but did not know that what I did was actually suffering myself.I studied hard for the exam and being admitted to the first wish. However, my body and soul were crashed.
In my surface consciousness, I thought I was happy and successful. I became detached but arrogant. In the deepest place of my heart lied a girl who suffered from all these things. My heart had become a desert without any life. I was so conceited that as if I could put some super computers here to make it the most wonderful desert in the world. But it could not change the nature of a desert. It remained lifeless.
Now, I wanna find back the abundance of my nature and my talent. Skills or abilities are not the same with my innateness. I am gonna return my true nature. Maybe in my true nature, I am not the of good girl that my parents had imperceptibly made me to be. Maybe in my true nature, I am not sociable at all. Maybe in my true nature, I am not conformed to the common values of being proper.
I am not afraid. I am gonna have an adventure and walk on the homing road. I am looking forward to meet the unique true nature of mine.
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